It's a slow process. A very slow process. Especially when you've been in that black hole for so many years, but I'm still plodding along, kind of. I had surgery4 days ago to strip the varicose veins out of both of my legs, so I'm not allowed to drive for 2 weeks or train for 6 weeks and I'm not coping too well with being so immobile. Not because I don't do well with sitting around doing nothing, it's what I've done for most of my life, but because I was finally starting to make some progress on living the type of life I wanted and now I'm forced back into my old lifestyle, and I'm petrified that I'll like the familiarity and ease of it and won't climb back out.
Time will tell. Stay tuned I guess.....
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